Free Your Mind

I’m 85% sure I’m moving to Pennsylvania in a month….
I don’t know what to do.
I love all my friends and will die slowly with out them.
But there is someone willing to help me, someone who…….
Nevermind I just……..
…..
I just want to make the right choices for my kids.

I think I am back again… I let my feelings and my irrational, stupid self cloud my mind. I think honestly I shouldn’t be how I am. Im so fucked in the head, im going to change back in 2 days again but hell, for this day I will remain a Dick… Liking a girl makes me nicer… To everyone… Pictures make me angry and mean to everyone… shows and movies make me think…. Music makes me calm All of the above makes me horny… …… Who the fuck am I? I will never fucking know! I will never be back… Because what am I going back to?

I miss blow jobs!!!!

I need a pretend girlfriend to get someone jealous and off another girls back

Im seriously done trying to be friends, im done caring. When you have problems I dont want to hear it. you have your replacements, so stop coming back to me. I have all that matters.
Its just funny when you act surprised when I react this way!!! Its like stfu you had this shit coming to you!
im done chasing a dream that wont come true, because you just turned into a nightmare. I thought if I kept trying something would spark…but you wanted me only as a friend and I wanted more but now I want you gone.

At the park with the 1/2 of the reason im still trying to live. My son is currently burning off energy before we head back home…. Yay parental tactics